sometimes i feel like i am the only one tryin'

sometimes i just want to breathe easily, sincere, without you

everyday, happy

everyday, smile

everyday, laugh

making fun with some friend, doing hobbies, so that i can forget you

sometimes i wonder, why is it so hard?

sometimes i pretend to be normal

pretend.

but it isn't me.

i am not normal

i am gross

sometimes i am scared being myself

sometimes i just run and i lost alone

it was horrible

but all i really want is

hold you tight, hug you

kiss you and wake up with you beside me

it's like a heaven to me

i cry

i run

i hide

everything

but i can't live either

in a world you don't exist

it's killing me

pain, regret, cry a lot

ah they make my life so complete

and thanks for all

even like a hell to me

i may never find you again, like you're already die

It Is Ironic, Isn't It?

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Sha Aullia posted at 06.40